it's really, really happening. 

(i'll need a new blog name now.)

oh, newt spot.

family

one more week, approximately, until i will have everything i need to make the big college decision by may 1st.

i can't seem to think rationally no matter how hard i try. i either feel completely detached from my life here and want to run away, or i feel completely attached and don't ever want to leave.